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i’m waking up to stars
the gypsies came and we travelled far
we danced and sang and spun until we bled
with my fingers numb,
count my heart beats to the beat of the drum
no one’s gonna save you when things get glum
i’ll wait behind
throw my body off a cliff
i don’t know how you live like this
blind, sleep deprived
i can’t find my morning star,
we’ve all forgotten who we are
we got lost in the creek
no one around, all fickle and weak
i wanted meaning, i want answers soon
he got shot in the head
i’ve wandered along, but i’m already dead
i’m already dead
i’ll wait behind
throw my body off a cliff
i don’t know how you live like this
blind, sleep deprived
i can’t find my morning star,
we’ve all forgotten who we are
(gezebelle gaburgably)
i can't do this anymore, i can't fuck these stupid whores
you don't think you've made mistakes but it's time you've known your place
everything you do is fake, you lie just to exaggerate, manipulate without mistake and put yourself in other's pain
you always go on and on, always leading me on, going against yourself self-loathing carousel, constantly measuring, always remembering, breaking and entering, leave you surrendering
(the stars don’t care about you at all
i don’t wanna answer when you call
my morning star is going, i can’t find my hope its showing
everybody says we can live another day
if we just drink our lives away
i don’t know what you’re thinking, why isn’t anybody speaking)
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angel dust
02:48
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i don't wanna smoke 'til i die, i just wanna scream 'til i cry
every waking moment, i can't live without it
i shouldn't have to cry through my prime, take pills they'll keep me in line
you waste my fuckin' time, i feel like i'm dying
and it's all stuck on repeat in my head but i can't understand it
i don't wanna wake up to the sound of all my friends screaming at god
i can't wait to feed myself, increasing holes on my belt
i'll live with being hungry, you don't fucking love me
you don't mean the things you tell me, you forget about your family
and everybody else, you're putting us through hell
nothing really matters, nothing fuckin' matters
they said your head was full of pills and your heart couldn't take the damage
and i don't wanna be the one that's gonna be there when you're not waking up
and it's all stuck repeat in my head but i can't understand it
i don't wanna watch my best friends kill themselves so i can fall out of love
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flowers for graves
01:47
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it's like i woke up from a dream, i'm gonna get myself killed
i won't answer to anyone, except myself
my friends all tell me that i need my meds
kill the thoughts inside my head
burn a church because it's what i wanna do
i hurt myself because i need to
for you
i could run away from all this shit, i could kill my friends
all i need is love, i don't care how it ends
i don't care about anyone who says i'm mad
what makes me so fucking bad?
i don't care because it's what i wanna do
i hurt myself because i want to
for you
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mirror mirror
02:50
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i wanna be loved, i don't wanna go crazy
now i'm acting all shaky, but you probably knew
i can tell by the way that you style your hair, i can see by the way that you keep on starin'
i just wanna dance and i wanna be stupid, i think i'm dumb but you already knew this
i can't run from the future that's been set before me, i know what's gonna happen at the end of the story, oh
it's all like you said before, i don't wanna see you anymore
i don't wanna be stupid
it's like all my friends have died, i can't seem to get them out of my mind
i don't wanna be stupid
i look in the mirror and i feel like i'm falling, all of my calls they meant nothing to you, now i don't wanna live
i don't wanna go outside
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wasted
02:21
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i’m wasting
time inside my head
i don’t wanna feel alive
i don’t wanna feel like i’m dead
i can’t stand the
way my mind is numb
i don’t want to let things go
i don’t want to feel so dumb
but why can’t i do
what i wanna do
why can’t i say
what i wanna say
i’m a danger to myself
and anybody else
i want it, i need it
don’t feel so defeated
the panic, the violence
i wanna die in silence
i’m dying in my head
i feel like i’ve been wasted
no thinking, retreating
they always end up leaving
i’m wasting
my time feeling down
what’s the point of feeling sad
someday i’ll come around
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little hornets
02:55
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little hornets in my mouth and crawling out my eyes
take me back to winter, i can’t stand to see you cry
she said “i don’t want to leave you but this hornet’s gotta fly,
i don’t love you anymore, i don’t want to die”
break my heart into 6 pieces and throw them to the wind
let me be reborn an angel, let me start again
stab at me with stingers, wrap my arms and legs in scars
if that’s what it takes i’ll let you rip my limbs apart
little hornets crawling in my skin and in my head
leave my body here, i swear you’ll love me when i’m dead
wrap me up in linen, bury me with my guitar
now that god’s abandoned me return me to the stars
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7. |
sex fairy (hidden track)
03:56
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8. |
full album master
21:00
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